This moment now, is a certain beginning of lasts breaths death...

There is value in venerability. To know courage, shyness had to be confronted.  Fear of failure feeds its self. Embrace all of who you are. The shadow self is just as important as the light body. Spirit gives inner strength and trust, to harmonized our souls. Loyalty to yourself is rewarded with opportunity. Look beyond, see yourself. Enjoy separation for its only an illusion. Expand your horizons, and conquer your endeavors. Find beauty in yourself and the world around you. Everything is a miracle, celebrate with infinite gratitude. Reconnecting  the moment harmony seeps though your pours. Sending love to past mistakes, thankful for lessons met. Onward, flowing with the ocean of destiny. Living this moment, enjoying this breath, accepting the future, content with the past. Fear of letting go, fear of a fork in the road, fear of passing true love, fear of missing moments and angels tears. Releasing and knowing that the decision is right, for this moment has reached its height. No regrets, vision forward. This moment now, is a certain beginning of lasts breaths death. Energized with enlightened awareness, ready to take flight. Finding truth, holding gratitude, dancing with tranquility. Inner peace grows while attachment dissolves and judgment takes flight. Honoring the divine self and freeing the inner child, lifts a heavy burden of one karmic cloth.

Life is to be lived not labored...

Life is just beginning. Enjoy the journey.  Embrace change. 

With each breath peace begins to grow

Divine timing dances with lessons. Choices and paths cross for seasons or reasons. Separation leads to thoughtfulness and deep rooted awareness. Chances of destiny are seen with the heart and smoldered by ego. Beauty and joy lay the perfect path; as the foundation settles potholes and jagged edges anger the once sturdy floor. Long suffering and too much wear give a sudden halt. Healing happens as  the momentum is stilled, stronger and stronger the soul starts to shine. Inner wisdom is learned and the orchestra harmonizes within. Grand moments of clarity shine bright. Thankful for crystal moments, and  thankful for dense fog lifting. With each breath peace begins to grow.  

Madame destiny is a perfect choreographer...

Echos of memories are a relay team, each pass off the baton is dropped. Clinging, wishing too hard and false sense of desire lay a path to nowhere. Jumping for joy and an earthquake suddenly destroys the ground below. Strong winds lead a hungry fire to a  thunderous ocean. A duel of sanity and truth, only one will prevail. Unrelenting in the quest for love, true love will find a way. Madame destiny is a perfect choreographer, each moment she is perfectly aware.  

Listen with your heart

The web of life entangled with heroic duties gives ego the test of will power and perseverance. The climax of an opportunistic mind set never dissipates and always strives. Amnesia flashes while forgetting the present. Recognizing world peace starts at home and conquering mind over matter. Reaching for the moon, soaring with eagle and one with the universe. Silence becomes a best friend and spirit grants peace. The tight nit cluster of angst is determined to win, only patience and self love can defeat this test. Deep rooted ways and learned consciousness give a choke hold to even the wisest.  Attachment always wins if your mind can not be free. When the old no longer applies recognition has to be seen by all. In the most honored and loving way releasing attachment brings in infinite abundance. Abundance comes in forms not always thought of. Open your mind, silence your thoughts, listen with your heart, see with new vision and embrace change. No time, no judgment, and no plans can ever prepare you for fate. Your true destiny is within. Don't think just do. Follow your heart it takes you where your supposed to be. Fear is a mask mostly unrecognized. Layer upon layer masks change and veils are lifted. Each one, when given to ether, allows joy to rise.  Stubborn thought patterns and ways of life are cemented with tradition. Tradition gives ego a false sense of security. Embrace change feed the soul. Stubborn thought patterns keep the divine from being fully embraced.  You will never know how amazing the next moment will be unless you free fall with gratitude and let go. Infinite possibilities lay before us. Let the divine soul guide and enjoy the ride. 

Simple questions lead to endless oceans...

DESTINY FATE ILLUSION TRADITION JUDGMENT SOUL EGO & HEART'S DESIRE

Finding your way through impassable terrain. Seeing your destination, but stuck in the worlds longest traffic jam. Time is a word with too much attachment that begs to be released for answers to be found.  Reality meets dreams and the combo is called life. Well thought out in head but the lips cant part and the mind goes blank. Comprehension comes in flashes. Peaks and valleys of raw emotion are strangling. The spiritual meets material. Internalized confusion starts hyperventilation. Peace comes to the rescue but internalized shyness keeps dreams from becoming reality. Frustration invites ego to play. The blue lotus radiates, as angles sing till they are summoned. Combination of circumstance and outgrown thought patterns keep emotions tightly sealed. Answers, visions and epiphany's seep through the minds eye teasing reality. Finding balance and releasing judgments.  Cognitive releasing is a burdensome task, as lower vibrations are released confusion of what fuels the soul makes the journey stagnant. Cycles and cycles annoy the present moment. Clues to finding the lions roar in the deepest part of self is slowly being learned. A glimpse of what could be ignites the spark of spiritual strength. Joy is only yawning patiently waiting to be boisterously free. Future ambitions cloud present growth of self, and leads to a perpetual regression. Recognized lessons wait for our actions to prove learned  reactions; perpetuating the souls beautiful journey fueling a healthy new progression .  

The beautiful master piece we call life...

The perseverance that grows is the expanding consciousness.  Fighting for love, fighting for the known souls essence. When ego stops the vigorous search, spirit places a gift in a divine place within. Humbly  acknowledging and gratefully accepting. Reasons unknown, but conscious of the divine nature. Deep inside this knowing wants to be told and understood, but each spirit has their own journey and their own lessons. Entangled karma must be loved even if its from a distance. The deeply woven roots of existence and connections in the web of life are not always meant to be understood. Piece by piece the eternal life's puzzle slowly and methodically starts to fit. The ability of making sense of this will not come faster than spirit will allow. Divine timing and the grace of God allows one to makes sense of the beautiful master piece we call life. 

Madame destiny creates fate and destiny, whats left is human free will

Releasing a block means we are conscious of the block. Some come up and easily dissipate into the infinite well of healing. Other blocks come and rearrange our sense of self, the more we start to acknowledge and heal, the more we learn that the block we thought we grasped was only the beginning...

Fear, emotions, and ignorance keep us from healing. Cycles and lessons make themselves known, not necessarily when its most convenient.  Divine timing isn't always aligned with ego time.

Acknowledging, accepting, embracing, loving and the want to resolve the block (s) is the first step in the healing process. A block can feel like walking through a beautiful door only to find out when you open this door you are standing on a cliff about to take a step, a free fall to the unknown. Invincible armor of fear immediately attaches dimming the light that was just ignited.

Curious light starts to peek and wants to play, triggering an acknowledgment and an awareness of the colossal block. Realization of the complexity and vastness of unresolved karma and lessons starts a torturing session.

Sometimes a block or lesson is understood, sometimes patience seems to be in a deep slumber.

Free will is the key. Free will and the want to heal.

A hurting heart is the deepest wound. No medicine, no magical pill. Learning to let go is the most painful experience humanly possible, and a lesson that comes with truly unconditional love. Madame destiny creates fate and destiny, and whats left is human free will.

Love always finds a way...

Through trial and error, ebb and flow, peaks and valley, high and low, one will always grow. Through the journey of of life with twists and turns, every corner is a highlight or burn. Making a choice to see the light gives the ego a chance for fight or flight. Love finds a way, and will beg to stay. Listening to the heart gives one the ability for a brand new start. When a one in a million chance comes along, follow your souls song. Breathing letting go, and your spirit will always know. Divine timing in its mysterious ways, paves souls essence to the right way.

LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY AND TRUSTING IT WILL STAY

Reflective Motivation...

Reflective motivation and perseverance tip toes, and timidly spies on the eager waiting soul to recognize the ebb and flow destiny. Patients slowly settles and creates a halo of determination. Dense fog of lower vibrations are side swiped by inner light and loving strength. Thoughts wrestle and battle, the energy explosion clears the path to freedom. Silence follows the new etched way. Confusion settles and mother earth purifies. Gratitude creates blissful awareness.

Lost

Thunderous remorse is in war with despair. Angry lightning bolt after lightning bolt attacks raw emotions straight to the heart center. A sacred dance of soul lessons are all felt at once. Hazy purpose lingers and happiness is a distant shore. Looking back, fighting for air, and struggling to keep a float. Thick cloud thoughts are suffocating. Panic stricken anticipation of not knowing when the last breath will be overrides all sense of security that took decades to build. Demoralization brought on by self. Undeserving of this life, gratitude lost and forgotten easily- disappears- gone forever for this lifetime. Knowing madame Karma has big plans, ego hides, runs, then becomes a dark secluded corner of darkness never to be found. Lifelong built peace and wisdom trickles to the unknown. Fighting for even a drop of life's lixor is self defeating- a lost cause- undeserving to even think of this life source. The light dwindles, wind fades, and all senses lost. Unconsciously somewhere deep, breath is kept alive by a fading memory of hope.

Adversity is our teacher

~Adversity is our teacher. When we view adversity as a guide towards greater inner growth, we will learn to accept the wisdom our soul came into this life to learn. -Barbara Rose

Life is a delicate balance of harmony. Releasing is part of this journey; watching tears carried off with the rivers current, running with mother earths heartbeat, or silencing your mind to listen to the universe's wisdom.

Close your eyes and see the beauty, silence your mind and hear the secrets of time, take a deep cleansing breath and fill yourself up with new aroma's and higher vibrations. Wrap yourself in the finest fabric of your imagination.

LOVE

Staying in the moment of knowing- then BE

When we become joy, and step into the moment of knowing; how fast this blissful moment passes. A drug? A de jevu? A dream? A blissful psychotic moment?

Reading blurbs of others telling us how to find this moment... Do these authors live in eternal joy? Do they have moments of fear or worry? We KNOW their words, we have all been there. We get the jargon.

To live in peace with yourself every moment; is it possible? To feel no worry or pain? What percentage of living, really LIVING, is more than average? Being a peaceful person and living in gratitude still finds furry and strife.

Surveys and random self help books ask many questions, repeat great advice; do all these people who write and give this help feel completely joyful themselves? FEELING these questions and FEELING the answers in the deepest part of selves is certain after much repetition and grand perspective. Getting it, but still there are moments of questions, moments of angst, moments of anger, moments of grievance, moments of uncertainty, moments of despair.

How can one moment be so clear, it all makes perfect sense, everything just is; all is divine and perfect. Then the next moment is hazy, out of sorts, blasphemy, and chaos? Where is this balance? Is this it? Recognising the yin yang? Is feeling the full spectrum of emotions harmony? Is harmony in life feeling all that there is to offer? Does that ingrain more gratitude in the psyche?

We are all inherently good, seek joy, feel love and know right from wrong. We can quote others that spark interest and emotion. We gather for the common good. We come together in catastrophe. We know what we like, we know we don't; we need to act in the way we feel is right and love.

Beauty's volcanic rush stops all time

Beauty's volcanic rush stops all time. Allowing the moment to be. Present in accepting greatness. Watching the accelerated manifestations take place. Knowing on many levels that perfection is always present...

Let go, release...

Letting go materialistically, mentally, spiritually, physically, ethereally, emotionally... the more the better... Infinite abundance... right now