Fully alive in a dream, unity is separate. Walking to a mirror with no recognition. Breathing and suffocating, screaming with no sound. The silence is deafening and the darkness is blinding. The fire tries to burn, but avalanche after avalanche makes a simple fete impossible. Eternal joy was so close yet so far away, never so be seen again. The glowing never had a chance. Waves of seen bliss are never felt, all ideas of what that might be... vanished. A symphony's climax is monotone. A racing mind with no ideas. Confidence struck with isolation and dis-spare. Life and all known realities vanish with spirits disappearance. Every agonizing moment in life filled with whirlwinds of confusion and self loathing. Happiness is a distant thought. People talk but its all a foreign language. Broken faith and all alone. Enduring the numbness of never ending depression. No one sees the agony. Spirit has abandoned this now lifeless shell.
If confusion is the first step to knowledge, I must be a genius. - Larry Leissner
The most important thing is to not stop questioning. Curiosity has it's own reason for existing - Albert Einstein
