Adversity is our teacher

~Adversity is our teacher. When we view adversity as a guide towards greater inner growth, we will learn to accept the wisdom our soul came into this life to learn. -Barbara Rose

Life is a delicate balance of harmony. Releasing is part of this journey; watching tears carried off with the rivers current, running with mother earths heartbeat, or silencing your mind to listen to the universe's wisdom.

Close your eyes and see the beauty, silence your mind and hear the secrets of time, take a deep cleansing breath and fill yourself up with new aroma's and higher vibrations. Wrap yourself in the finest fabric of your imagination.

LOVE

Staying in the moment of knowing- then BE

When we become joy, and step into the moment of knowing; how fast this blissful moment passes. A drug? A de jevu? A dream? A blissful psychotic moment?

Reading blurbs of others telling us how to find this moment... Do these authors live in eternal joy? Do they have moments of fear or worry? We KNOW their words, we have all been there. We get the jargon.

To live in peace with yourself every moment; is it possible? To feel no worry or pain? What percentage of living, really LIVING, is more than average? Being a peaceful person and living in gratitude still finds furry and strife.

Surveys and random self help books ask many questions, repeat great advice; do all these people who write and give this help feel completely joyful themselves? FEELING these questions and FEELING the answers in the deepest part of selves is certain after much repetition and grand perspective. Getting it, but still there are moments of questions, moments of angst, moments of anger, moments of grievance, moments of uncertainty, moments of despair.

How can one moment be so clear, it all makes perfect sense, everything just is; all is divine and perfect. Then the next moment is hazy, out of sorts, blasphemy, and chaos? Where is this balance? Is this it? Recognising the yin yang? Is feeling the full spectrum of emotions harmony? Is harmony in life feeling all that there is to offer? Does that ingrain more gratitude in the psyche?

We are all inherently good, seek joy, feel love and know right from wrong. We can quote others that spark interest and emotion. We gather for the common good. We come together in catastrophe. We know what we like, we know we don't; we need to act in the way we feel is right and love.

Beauty's volcanic rush stops all time

Beauty's volcanic rush stops all time. Allowing the moment to be. Present in accepting greatness. Watching the accelerated manifestations take place. Knowing on many levels that perfection is always present...

Let go, release...

Letting go materialistically, mentally, spiritually, physically, ethereally, emotionally... the more the better... Infinite abundance... right now

part 2 house of grace

Ideas of this house of grace... What would be taught and what are the expectation? The vision is every religion and spiritual practice would be touched upon. Learning the similarities and how connected they all are. Learning there is no right way to do anything and letting the creative minds learn how to live a fulfilling life. The house of Grace would help children learn to live an empowering and meaningful life. Teaching everyone has a purpose and how each individual has gifts for the world. Thinking outside the box and thinking for themselves is important. This creative space would make all children feel safe to explore the depth of their mind and soul. Everyone is expected to volunteer, picking meaningful projects for themselves. Exploring what makes them thrive and introducing new untouched ideas. Change is constant and so is the way we learn. The programs will be outlined but the way we learn and coach is ever changing. Meditation is very therapeutic and different methods will be used and I'm sure new ones will be learned. Problem solving with friends, family, and society is highly encouraged with compassion. With field trips to thought provoking places, and lots of nature. This place will teach healing western and eastern and the many modalities... aromatherapy, reiki, meditation, human anatomy, intuition, stones, acupuncture, massage, bio feedback, acupressure, meridians, chakras, conversation

Flashbacks from growing

Seeing beyond sight; on a journey amidst this flight. Looking from afar; on this place once a star. Being and knowing; flashbacks from all this growing. Staring at a block; waiting for strength to dissipate this rock. Releasing, letting go; this journey only spirit will know...

Colbalt waves

Each breath coinsides with the constant waves... Every wave insures i'm alive. The perfect rhythm is felt; spirit is close. The cobalt waves bring truth, inspiration and life. Water being the life giving source is far beyond where my senses reach. My higher self knows and feels the waters strength, untouched, senses go to the waters deepest secrets, beyond wonders, to the source. So free is the water, strong and determined. Beauty is breathtaking, sparkles and life source constant. The truth will set you free.

House of Grace...

The house of Grace... I have a dream... incomplete but growing... small biz plan, but started. The Universe always pulls you in the right direction; when lessons are learned the next journey begins. Omnipresent will do everything to make you stop and listen...

Imagine a white wrinkled up paper, scribbles and scratches. Arrows for new ideas, question marks for uncertainty. In the middle of the paper is blue box it represents the idea: House of Grace. In little lettering below, it reads "Indigo Center" "Indigo School House of Grace" Ideas on what the big picture or name could be. Very open for suggestions, hoping spirit will have a spontaneous combustion in my head.

Around the blue box are many arrows leading to many ideas: Starting? Hmm where to start... What is this house of grace? How will it function, and so on... The first Arrow starts at the balloon idea of : who would come to this center/school? I loathe labels but somehow I have to word this right: sensitive children, "indigo, star, crystal" Imaginatively gifted. Wording here is important I wrote on a side note. Balloons of ideas follow in sequence: where would the location be? Hours? 1x-5x a week? Nights and weekends for adults? Qualifications? Any child any age? Who decides this? Adult classes? How to find interested people? Tuition? Grants? Funding? Profit/non profit? It is spiritually based, hands on activities. Should there be a strict lesson plan or do the children guide? Is each child given an individualized lesson plan? Who would work there? Volunteers? Requirements? Who would work with them? What makes a person qualified to work with them?
I have a dream...

This is very basic but I know the snowball of ideas are coming at an incredible rate

Tide pools of time...

As the tide pools of time gather they become closer and closer, the future dreams become clear. Sediment forms new direction... Ideas change with the ebb and flow of cobalt wonder. Fog is lifted as the sun races to nurture and heal. There is an automatic acknowledgement of gratitude.

Constant retrospect

Can we ever really be lost? Distractions, daily life and the mundane minutes have so much value. Aware of holding gratitude and wishing it was more automatic. Sometimes, when we don't get our breath fast enough while emerging from a deep dive, its hard to feel gratitude each moment. Forgetting gratitude and roots it a teeter-tatter event, and you are always on display. As time propels its self forward, imagery and constant retrospect of the chain of events that got you to your space play in overdrive. Always balance, always; out of tragedy will come miracles, and even the most amazing things have to come to end? Or do they? By expecting amazing is that a manifestation of future events to come or is that the inevitable "all good thing must come to an end?" Who said that anyway... I don't just expect amazing I know it and live it every day in full gratitude no matter the obstacle!

Sand glass of linear time

In the sand glass of linear time, the swells of patterns gracefully fill the perception of a glass figure. Seeing in; looking out, knowing there is more but the comfort of this object hold ego's security. What if there were holes in this glass, would we see them? Would we try to fix them? Or would we follow the new path of uncertainty out of curiosity?

Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it. ~Confucius

Finding beauty in all you do leaves grace humbling path. Determination of justice and peace starts with finding pureness with that first fall. Beauty mixes with the rain and evaporates to nourish the starving plants. Drop by drop, storm by storm the acceleration of beauty transforms. As ether is purified only the imagined flowers become known, as the tired due drops take that leap of faith, I take the new fresh breath inhale like it was for the very first time.

Fallen note from a dream

Acknowledgment of gratitude needs to be sung to the Universe. Harmony is making her beautiful entrance; she balances perfectly with grace and seduces tranquility. As moments of time try to confuse linear logic, gusts of perfected symphonies start to climax. As the sturdy red curtain waivers in her big debut to open wide, or let a forceful fall; curtain only takes a second to fly open harder, and much wider than ever before, allowing and accepting the new sights, sounds and scenes from the other side. Symphony upon symphony share common theme, slowly they find each other from their current dreams.

Saddness is unique and the cure of strength is foreign

Lessons that should seem apparent and easy are not always learned and completely ingrained.
Its not fair when the disappearance of comfort and piece of your heart leaves. Ignoring the empty space only prolongs the massive hurt that is covered up with what we think fills the bottomless void. Anger is easier to feel and express than sadness, sadness and despondence shows the raw venerability of the brittle depths of the soul. Sadness is a very unique hurt that allows the most release but needs such an incredible amount of strength and where to find that strength is so foreign...

Acceptance of experience and truth

Happiness and joy stem from some unknown center... How to tap in constantly and keep that IV flowing? Joy is such a gift and not enough gratitude can be given to the universe. Joy is a treasure and fuel for the soul's desire. Lessons and obstacles sometimes simmer and smoulder, but when overcoming trials and tribulations the joy is expanded and lasts longer, and is infinitely brighter.

When the rainbow is found pouring from the heart our senses dazzle and become acute to surroundings. Familiar cycles and environments become an amazement park instead of being lost in a maze. Acceptance of experience and truth adds glitz and glamor...