Coddling the secure inherent societal truth while stagnant reality collides with the mundane

Rolling in reverse, gazes are questioning from underneath, while simultaneous visions are beckoned with, hovering and pixelated. As the lingering anticipation unfolds clarity is vivid. The pulse is a rhythmic sangban, and blood coursing through veins is the koudi. Separation creates a paralysis, completely frozen, and the drum beats stop, and the flute becomes a deafening silence. Conscious of stillness and enough awareness to invite courage to play with curiosity. Struggling to repel fear, seconds morph to lifetimes, secrets skim the astral and glide to the unknown, whirlwinds of the unfamiliar seem so tangible, cant escape the chaos, unable to retain what was so vivid in the eye of the storm. Pulling sensations and the roar jump start the sangban but there is no beat. Panic invites one's final thoughts, somehow an intuitive gesture triggers a seismic miracle transforming a once frigid cadaver into a thriving being filled with life force.  Curious how reality ravages the veils that once were so neatly placed and accepted so easily. Questioning  ignorance of choosing to be blind, coddling the secure inherent societal truth  of imagination or expanding ones deepest self. Thriving on exploration, magnified will power of intellectualism acquired from ether begins to radiate. Stagnant reality collides with the mundane.   

Uncomfortably comfortable...

Intensity, magnetism, longing and knowing. This push pull can be so unforgiving. Climax of an infinite mili-second transcends life times of of so much knowing. To be so close, pulses quickening as recognition simultaneously gives a new transformation  A new me? Do I know you. Are you real? Is this really happening? A stranger in flesh, but the souls recognition of self and the burning desire for ones true essence is here.  So much can happen in this mili second that is frozen in time. Replayed, desiring and absorbing at true light speed. Reality fighting to be recognized, but what is this foreign reality when this seems truer than true? The eternal moment... a moment that was erased with a blink of an eye. Reality could never explain this chemistry- this transcending cosmic moment that envelopes a millennium. How can time stop for heart beat and yet all of creation and experiences are simultaneous happening?